The Marian Youth Fuck.
A guy and a girl entered the library and the guy pulled the chair for the girl.
Grabe, ang gentleman naman niya… says a classmate with intentions to hit my consciousness and thought that I would react in a sudden spur of words. I gladly accepted the fact that she has been telling me to be gentle with girls, and that she recognizes my angst with the world. And that I am the cutest boyfriend material ever.
Then, I told her. I don’t need to do that just to be a gentleman infront of the crowd. And perhaps, I don’t do that usual thing with common girls or classmates. Though my past girlfriends are an exception since I really do those stuff for the girls I love. Well, I am gentle with girls but I am choosy with girls to flirt and girls to laugh at.
I am cordially invited by Mrs. Espejo to be in the library at dismissal time, which tells me that a meeting would take place. What meeting? No idea. But I know that my service would soon leave me. And when the blabbermouth teacher entered the library and told me to sit down together with other seniors, she told us that we were chosen to host the Marian Youth Vigil. Formally known as the Marian Youth Camp.
Marian Youth Fuck, I say.
I coughed silently and swallowed the truth. You, Kevin, and Ysabel are suggested by the teachers to be one of the host of the YMV… Okay. This means that I couldn’t back out and I won’t let those teachers to be disappointed since they are expecting something from me. The Marian Youth Camp is held annually to commemorate the Immaculate Conception of Mary. It is an over-prepared, highly religious event and a guy with a slight atheism inside him would host the said event. Me. At least, I do have a partner but the idea still made me dumbfounded.
Why me?
Why not the mustached Erick Castillo who looks like a priest when wearing the uniform itself. A plus points for priesthood, and another plus points for emceeing. (Okay, you guys don’t know him). Why me, of all students? I wanted to curse the heavens for appointing me to do the job. I am still in my religion crisis. [opinionated] Religion is an innate truth; we are only told to believe a God because we are born with that religion.
Not that I don’t believe in Him. I revere him, and I don’t hate him. I’m just doubting his authenticity. [end of opinion]
Anyway, the said event would happen this December. I am not tensed, though I want to bang my head to my wooden cabinet and know the reason behind the teachers’ decision to hire me as a host. I’m not religious, either.
Maybe it’s God’s calling
Hahaha. Good luck with that!
maybe they just saw something in you.. alam mo yun.. hehe.. or maybe, it is a God’s calling or slinet message for you. lol. i really dont know.. pero.. maybe there’s a reason behind everything diba? hehe.
just go with the flow. 
kaya mo yan.. 
hehe!!
interesting. i suggest that while hosting you tell them about your religion crisis and those opinions you have right now. consider yourself as a test of their faith. *evil grin*
by the way, thanks for the visit
Choosy ka pala. Hehe.
Anyhow… i agree with ikay .. go with the flow na lng.
Now, I feel bad – Tina, with regards to being choosy. Arghh, parang di maganda yun. But it’s the truth.
Yeah, sure. I’d go with the flow. Ako pa!!
Naw, dont feel bad. That’s you eh. And besides you have every right to be choosy. ahihi.
ako rin di ko rin trip maghost sa mga religious events, though wala pa rin naman akong experience on hosting. kinda boring kasi… siguro kung showbiz talkshow or gameshow payag pa ako!
on being choosy… sobrang choosy din ako, mataas ang standards ko, kaya siguro virgin pa ako hanggang ngayon!
I say just do it. Its part of High School. Sunud-sunuran ka lang dyan sa mga kagustuhan ng teachers mo. hehe!
And who knows, you learn/know something about you in the process.
Tagal ng hindi nakakakomment ah.
Haha. Anywaysm baka tinatawag ka lang ulit ni God. :> Haha. Malay mo, after ng Marian Youth Camp magbago na yung opinions mo. :>
And it’s okay to be choosy. Kasi minsan ka lang naman diba magmahal? Hee.
Nice comment, Redg.
Basta, choosy ako sa mga girls na nilalambing ko at sa mga girls na araw-araw kong pinagtitripan!
Ayun.
And Jigs, I’m hoping to learn/know something about myself while hosting the marian youth.. fuck. Hehe.
Yeah, billycoy. You’re still a virgin. Oo na!!!
sa aking palagay…. ito ang paraan ni Inang Maria na bumalik ka sa fold..hehehe… Haaay.. its been 4 years since I last attended any form of Marian Pilgrimage…..ka-miss!!..hehehe..
Sagutin mo na ang tawag ni Maria!..(HOLY.MODE)
good afternoon, kevin. it seems to be forever since the last time i gave you a comment.
and as i assume it, and as far as i am concerned, i know that you are surprised with me. paurong. the person you hated. let me reiterate what i’ve said, the person you hated.
previously, i have been visiting you and have not been leaving any single maladroit messages on your comment sections. for now, i want to have this comment as something that may not irk you. no, don’t take me wrong, and please don’t despise me for beginning this comment with cumbersome stuffs that might uninterest you.
just to give you some highlights on what’s been happening on my life–with this platonic yet sensible life of mine that’s been punching me frequently because of my insanity–i am currently in a stage of a crisis that i can’t describe. however, that’s not what i am for.
i am not reading your posts for me to impart you the things that has been transpiring in my life nor the grudges i am bearing; i read your posts for me to be able to give you level-headed comments that might strike you in some way or might even make you realize things still unknown to you. i am not saying that i am an all-knowing geek. both of us, and for that matter, all of the people living on earth, are imperfect, we all know that. and i will never claim something not meant for me.
disgusting. that’s the word i want to use. you had mentioned the word “cockroach” six times on your two posts which you began with something like you killed this cockroach… eww. i hate cockroaches so everytime i see one, i make it a point to snatch my slipper right away and kill that cockroach however disgusting the mess would be. eww. yesterday, i was surprised to see a cockroach slipping off the monitor of the computer i was using on a computer shop. in all honest, i panicked! the good thing is that not everyone on the computer shop heard my bellow else i would opt to go straight out of the place and loath the computer shop for the rest of my life.
your severe headache and your excruciating colds remind me of me being well for a very long time already. honestly, i am pretty much psyched of being sick again but then, paradoxically speaking, i am no longer interested on enjoying truancy. i detest absenteeism so much as i regret my old days in which i had indulged myself in not being present on school. somebody told me this afternoon that it is better to forget the past but that would be ridiculous! may i say that every single thing in my life (referring to my malignant absenteeism, though) helped me to absorb reality and washed my face with a cold water.
just like eternal boredom, i usually let my mind be ambigious especially when i am reading novels. i usually set myself inside the novel while i am daydreaming with my daily problems in school, in friendship, grueling chidings and the like. whatever.
how i wish i would learn playing gunbound before i die. i might die tonight or even tomorrow or any other day within this week. nobody knows! i want to enjoy my life to the degree of eradicating eternal boredom. i want to enjoy this life that God gave me. and so i may be promising myself the next day to learn how to play gunbound. i remember that that game was the most sought after game in town last school year… how i wish i learned the game earlier…
from gunbound, you talked about your neighbors… i can see myself through this. i habitually play Christian songs (most of them by the popular Christian youth band “Hillsong United”–try to google it!) before going to school and before going to sleep. one time, my grandmother asked me if i had been practicing a number of songs for she heard me singing every night. haha. you know, being a Christian changed me a lot, though i am still imperfect, i see to it that i am living a Christian life, a purpose-driven one that is absurd for many living. i always commit sins, i admit it, but having Jesus Christ in my heart makes a big difference. i am confident that He will never leave me nor forsake me.
being closer to God? is that what you want? anyone can have it! we can be closer to Him, if we wanted otherwise nothing will change in our lives. i once was a lost sheep, living in vain, in every erroneous thing you can name! you can be closer to Him if you want. and i wish you will be.
right now, you may be thinking that abstruseness haunted my every corner. i just do not want to be self-centered, i want you, also, to experience the joy i have now.
the whiz kid. it’s very discernible that you are an intelligent guy. utakgago. very well said. the ernie baron, the singer, the choir member, the class speller, the nerd… i remember your past post… that one that is still vivid in my mind… that one in which you narrated that your sister had said that it appeared that you write very differently as compared to your real attitude.
i may not know you that well; i don’t even know you personally but i pretty much assume that you are a very decent person. as i view you by means of your rants and the way you write, i can say that you have what it takes to be someone who’d be far away from everyone else in the future, someone who’d have a name in time to come.
the kissing scene you had mentioned reminded me of something very confidential involving a classmate of mine..well, actually, the two of them who were kissing… whooa.. i don’t want to talk about it. past is past. pretty well reminded by that stance that almost shattered their name but then they still exist.
i wonder if i would spend a night over the mystery game you were mentioning on and on.
the marian something will probably be held on dec. 8. we are not going to our classes on that date, meaning there will be two subsequent fridays that we are going to bang our heads on our pillows and take an awful lot of rest.. whoo. we had a pretty busy week last time and i myself is tired of…everything, mind you.
God’s authenticity. i wonder why you think of such. maybe you still don’t know Him that well. i’ll pray for you. you don’t have to be so-called religious for the sake of worshipping Him. apparently to digress, i want to congratulate you for being the emcee of the upcoming event. perhaps the teachers find you really wonderful and awesome that’s why the got you as the emcee.
well, as far as i remember your post yesterday, you cried that you’re going to post about your classmate, i think. i am not sure.
blah blah….
i wish you everything (i don’t believe in luck; there’s no such thing. i believe in God. but let’s not make that subject to argument). keep up the good work. i’ll always pray for you.
i have said almost everything i needed to say. i think that’s all for now. how i wish you’ll not misinterpret my words or whatever. ho-hum.
God bless you, Kevin.
What can I say, Paurong?
Your comment is long, but I enjoy the read. You’re still one of the greatest readers and commenters of all time.
Undisputed ha!
That’s all
yes, it’s me. PAURONG.
Well, maybe they can see that you are suitable for the job. That’s what people always tell me when I ask them why have I been chosen to do something among other students. I know sometimes it can be irritating, but I guess I’m too respectful *humangin* to refuse to do so. Or probably just scared to be interrogated.
Thanks for the comment yesterday
About GTA VC, there are other rewards too when you finish the game, like 200 armor and health, tugs and unlimited ammo. Yun nga lang, there’s nothing much to do after completing it. Anyway it gave me satisfaction naman e 
oh well, goodluck.
no turning of back now.
c’mon you can do it!
have a nice day! *hugs*
cheers,
aiRah
huwaw. hindi naman nobela ung comment ni paurong. haha.
well.
maybe it’s a sign?
goodluck.
wag mo sana iconvert ang iskwelahan mo! haha. joke.
oh, really?
Hahaha..si Erick?You gotta be kidding..Ano ka ba?Ikaw na lang,haha.. Pero baka plastic ka naman dun, of course ayaw mo..
I can’t wait to see you there..hehehe..
“Let us all lift our hands for God!Tara,sayaw na!”
Haha.. you’d be saying things like that,kayo pa mangunguna sa animated songs..haha..
Good luck..
God Bless..hahaha..
WHOA! namiss ko to.
Marian Youth FUCK.
Owch, I’m one of them kasi. Sorry po.
Pero, alam ko namang di ako yun.
Wala lang. Dala ko rin kasi yung name eh.
Long time no visit, hope you’re doing good.
INGAT!
Samsoon, ayoko kasi mag-emcee.
Grrr.
Bakit ‘FUCK’ ka, Tsina? Who named you so bad??
Lagot, may nakabasa na kaklase ko. Kilala pa mandin nya si Erick. Ayee. Katakot. Hehehe. -_-