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IN CHAT – Damn, damn. This is a morning I couldn’t forget. It was about 9 am when I was invited in a conference with two girls that are magkakabarkada. I’d not prefer to mention their names, too public. So, the conversation began.. blah blah. Then, it came down to a point about my gf. Well, I have seven girlfriends in total – yeah I know. They judged me that I easily get gfs and then throw them all away so easily, like changing clothes. I’m not that guy out there!
Why are people so judgmental? Why do they even dare to judge the other person? That was a bad morning. They keep on advising me to stop playing with girls, and I was just like “Huh? What are they sayin’?”. They didn’t wait for me to clarify things up, so I just hang on and got all the harsh words that they could say… “The fact that I am a playboy” as these two gals say. I’m quiet in the conference, not even said a harsh word back, I just put smileys of annoyance like nailbiting or whoo! – smileys in YM. Though, they are insensitive, they don’t care what I feel.
Look guys, if I did the same mistakes again – its none of your business. I mean, I know what I’m doing, don’t make me look like a piece of bullsh*t here… I’m serious, no kiddin’. They are so judgmental that they thought I was a heartbreaker, that I fool girls, and I was a playboy. Damn them, curse them! That’s our first time getting to know each other with chat… and they judge me that fast?
Just a few words, if ever you are using YM Chat… don’t forget to know these things – that when you would meet somebody, accept him/her fully – even if he/she is playboy or playgirl, or a lesbian, or the biggest flirt you would ever see. Just go on and on, don’t mind about the person’s persona, because you entertained him/her to be your friend, dapat lang na tanggapin mo siya – eh kinausap mo na eh! Am I right guys?
The fact that all people are judgmental, sometimes we could avoid it. And if you say sorry, mean it! Don’t just make your words and spit it out without being conscious of doing it… ok? The conversation ends, and I was so mad that I put all my madness to my greatest chatmate – Gale. Thanks for her, she ease me up. My anger caused to have my face red, and it makes my fingers tremble, that’s why I got a lot of wrong grammar there.
Well, the conversation ends with one girl left, the other girl went out. So, we have this one on one talk. I hate the other girl who went out, she was the mastermind of all the harsh words, then she just leave like that? Tomboy ata yun eh? Walang utang na loob. So I explained my feelings so well to the girl left. I told her, “Look, I just want to clear one thing to u, to both of you, just dont take this seriously. I’m not a playboy, and I don’t fool girls, I never fool girls.” Those were the exact words I said. And she was like “ui, mukhang nasaktan ka talaga ha?” “You don’t get it, I really told you that coz I know you would understand, but you didn’t.” I told her that.
She told me that she really understand the situation… and that she didn’t look at me as a playboy – such a lie. Don’t make fool of me! I just told her “tlaga lang? di halata eh?” And then with a smiley, to force my smile so that she could knew that it was okay, BUT IT’S NOT! It was never okay. Swallowing harsh words are like eating fishbones, which tickles your throat and makes you vomit it, the vomitting feeling that we had on our trips. She also asked me if we could leave that bad situation, but I said I can’t. Nalabas ko na yung feeling ko, na di ko makalimutan yung ginawa nilang dalawa. Then she keeps on telling me sorry, sorry… and a lot of sorries. She was guilty because she have hurted my feelings.
Now we both learned a lesson, in a harsh way I guess.. that conference is a bad idea, I shouldn’t have done it. But nice meeting you, I told her. It was a fake one, I don’t wanna meet her – but she’s a girl. At wala akong magagawa, dahil di ako pumapatol sa babae – ni isang masakit na salita wala siyang narinig, gusto ko mang siyang suntukin – BABAE siya eh! It’s an ungentleman act, and I don’t want to make war with them.
Whoo… the morning is terrible. I hope I could really ease up fully.
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